.....for the last two weeks I have been looking after Jiggy whilst Helen has been on holiday in Africa.......honestly I was not jumping for joy at the prospect.....don't get me wrong I am totally in love with this little girl.......she is awesome........she is beautiful.........curious........happy........endearing.......and I am totally blown away with her and I can't imagie life without her........but the thing is I am at a time in my life when I have heaps of daytime for me........selfish?......I disagree.......I have been a stay at home mum/mom 90% of the time........I devoted all of that time taking them everywhere........showing them as much as I could......giving them great experiences.........just the same as you guys out there I know.........I chose the best primary school for them...........the best secondary schools.........which meant lots of driving for me..........tool them to ballet/tap,football,judo,gymnastics,surfing, sailing and guitar........watched endless ballet shows and football matches and guitar recitals........they excelled at all of them...........got totally involved in school activities and school camp.......of which I loved.........and loved every single moment..........but always in the back of my mind knowing that there would come a time when it was all about me........and it's here.......and I love it.........and I can still support and admire and be so proud of the kids whilst they move on with their next adventures..........and I'm loving that too................so as the last two weeks slowly crept up on me I braced myself.............. I knew I wouldn't be able to spend all day in the sewing room or just drop everything and go charity shop shopping in search of more unusual or vintage fabric ...........
...........and the thing is we had the best time...........I played and fell in love more and more with this little girl who is my grand-daughter ...........we talked, we played, we took endless walks,we sang songs and even painted........I even let her play on th sewing room floor! .........I did nothing else...........no sewing or knitting or hoovering or washing and it was amazing..........and now she has gone back to Helen........and I find myself thinking about her and wondering what she is doing............(i'ts only day one)...........and now all I can think about is next May when Helen goes on holiday again and we can be together again...........just us.......me and her...........who'da thought...........
.............oh and here's a funny pic of the cat as we caught her the other morning.!.........
















